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Monday, 09 May 2011

Unhappy life

Fml!!! 有好多话想对你说但我却说不出口
I felt that it is drifting,i really hate it. I hate ur bad tamper!
Family gt so much things happen i really nd ur loving hands to pull me up.
有种累到快不行的感觉。
I loves u and that its the truth,sometimes i am thinkin. We both are actually frm diff world, and i knw for 2 world bcme 1 world it takes time. Those days we had in the past are gone. 开心的日子真的不会永久！ i really hope mre happy things wil appear in my life startin frm nw. I wil do my best to last this relationship.
Baby lets slp, see u in ld land. Loves n miss. Hugs hugs n muackx muackx. Slp tite. Awaitin to see u tml !!!

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

Ytd 19-01-2011

Ytd was my bday,i got a great day celebratin wif my baby n family. Thx for celebratin bday for me. I m really glad. Ytd aft i end wrk meet baby at je,den cme my hse let me bath,prepare all tis. woo hoo time to set off to bugis. when we reach bugis,we went shoppin. Baby brought me a dress for belated xmas gift.. hmm bday present he nv buy,cox i don give him a chance to buy anything. wahahahs.. Baby brought for himself a bag n shirts. Wah when baby go try,wow it's fucking awesome. :) aft buying hao everything,it's stil early so we decided to go arcade,hmm spended 30 dollar at thr,nvm jiu jiu yi ci.. bt opps fri we goin to play again. Aiyo that machine make us kp wana go play evendoe we know very jia liu de.
today is a brand new day,nw aft finish typing tis i gonna leave hse go baby thr,pei him go reporting den we go have breakfast ") yeah. baby baby endure k,very fast promote de. jia you jia you uh.
Awaiting for tml 21-1-2011,fri to arrive. Cox baby n me gt off. Yes uh,we goin to ton. it's been so long baby nv slp beside me,givin a wwarm hugs through the nite liao. hees,tml i goin to have it le. Baby tml faster cme,1 mre day to go nia.. go go go!!!
Baby lastly wo ai ni,thx for ur everything. Promise u nv leave. hees.

Friday, 31 December 2010

2011

Yeah 2011 lo. hmm I jux finish record the firewrks frm 11th floor,hahas den back to my hm den realise frm my livin room window can see dao liao,it shoot so high. Woo-hoo baby end wrk lo. yes uh,faster tml 6.30pm lea. I wana go fetch my baby. I miss him so much. !
2011 hope it will be a beta yr for us. A loving yr and nt a quarreling quarreling quarreling year. Baby lets wrk hard for our wei lai k.. jia you jia you. Kumbarteh.. hees.
Wo ai ni. muackx. Hope tat y0u will nv eva regret for havin me as ur gal. Hmm if y0u do regret or don have feeling for me anymre mux tel me zhi dao ma. Don bcox I wil sad or wat,mux tel me. Or y0u stil have feeling for me bt at the same time y0u also gt feeling for other gals oso mux tel me.
Hope it wnt uh. hahas. muackx. ai ni ai ni

Thursday, 30 December 2010

:(

Baby i loves y0u. I hope y0u know tat we two are working now,we have very less time to meet up le. So can we have more trust in each other?? I felt tat since I told y0u abt my past,ur trust towards me have gone. Don y0u felt tat so?? or am I jux thinking too much. I really hate quarreling wif y0u. Yup y0u are tire she is jux ur wrkmate,bt I jux felt tat it was too fast to add up ba. I hope y0u understand cox if the person was me,you wil tink anyhow too,in the situation tat we have been quarreling almost everyday.Hmm don say le cox wateva it is I believe y0u,i believe tat she is jux a wrkmate to y0u.
Where is those loving days we had in the past?? I want it back!
Hais tis few days I'm cring,really cry,my heart is so pain so pain.. I am really tinking too much,keep tinking tat u r trying to find quarreling n end it up. hope wat i tink is really totally WRONG. hmm.
lastly. I am stil loving y0u as much as b4. mre n mre loves u baby.

Sunday, 26 December 2010

Hmm its been so long since I update liao. yeah i have been upgrade back to 1day per wk,bt for my baby lea,sian, he just started. Hais tis few days we have been quarreling. It's like smth is goin to tear us apart. Y??? y would I have tis feeling?? Why would I feel tat ur loves is no longer as strong as b4?? Baby ORd le and got himself a job too. Ppls always say ORD guy will change. Izzit really true?? I smhow feel tat y0u start to change. Tis few days quarrel y0u kp say tis sentece. If kp so lau lan we wont be lastin de. WHY?? y mux u say tat?? izzit tat y0u know we cant last,or I jux don suit y0u now???????? sometimes I wil jux ask myself,will our situation turns into the situation like y0u have it b4. I mean wif xiao s,bcox u two tgt too long liao tats y nv break off till the moment tat really no choice,will we bcome tat?? I don want.
Hmm i really don wish to quarrel wif y0u,bt why mux the fault always be on me?? u only in fault mayb 1 out of 30 times. u and me,gt 1 same ting,we wana win don wana lose,bt u r gd in talkin n shootin.. Tat's y i can nv talk win y0u,wateva I say is excuse. wat the. baby serousily hw well do y0u really understand me aft we gt tgt for 1yr + . In tis 1yr + i am really glad tat u willing to walk through toughness wif me bt in tis 1yr+ have u say any gd tings abt me?? NO ! all those nasty words frm your mouth hurts me alot. REALLY HURTS ! I'm always tryin to do my best,bt I like cannot reach the standerd that y0u wan.
For me,very simple,I only nd y0u to loves me,care for me and don be too hot tamp. I will be afraid. So when times goes by I will start fear to talk to y0u, I will fear tat ltr I say smth wrong den give scold again.
Baby sry tat I type it out all here cox I don have the courage to tel y0u. I fear that ltr quarrel things will be worst,or it might jux end. I don want. I really don want to lose y0u. Baby rest well ur leg uh cox u jux started wrk nt long nia,stil cant really take it for standing too long. XX uh,stil waiting for y0u to be hm safely. MUACKX.
lastly. BABY I LOVES Y0U. a nw de yr is coming. I hope tat it will be a better life for us :)